bluesummer_tiffu

Super duper short update

2011-11-08T22:35:00.004+08:00

Hi guys.. When was the last time I blog? Hmmm...Couldn't remember it.

Left 2 weeks to my STPM.. Stressful... Keep studying just don't want to waste my 2 years in my life.. Haiz...STPM, pls faster come and faster go away. I want my 9 months holiday!!!!

伤心？绝望？

2011-08-06T23:37:00.002+08:00

真的没想到这种事情会发生在我身上，真的没想到！！！难道我的性格、人格真的有问题吗？难道我真的那么地差吗？还是我看错人了？难道我对你们不够好吗？还是你们要我对你们再好一点？我已经很尽量地在改变自己，但是你们连一个机会都不给我。你们知道吗？当我从另一个朋友知道这件事时，我当场傻掉。真的有惊吓到。看来，是时候远离你们了，我非常地需要时间重新面对你们。　Ｔ——————Ｔ

2011-07-01T20:11:00.003+08:00

今天是我最痛恨的一天！！！一整个星期没在课室上课，整天忙进忙出，课业上至少还忙得过来，这就算了。这个星期你的心情不好，我根本都没招惹你，已经很好了。你无法克制压力，请不要你的情绪影响你身边的人！！！你以为坐在隔壁的我很好受吗？每天还要看你的脸色，听你骂粗话。

你以为只有你在控制自己的脾气吗？难道我没有控制吗？我已经忍受了很久，你懂吗？你什么都不懂！！！你只会骂粗话罢了！！你根本都不知道发生什么事情，你凭什么批评我？你有什么资格对我大小声？你当我是你的谁？奴隶啊？！我可不是你的奴隶！！！我尽量让你开心，帮你打理班上的大小事，你呢？只会坐在那儿讲你很压力，你以为我坐在你的隔壁不压力啊？发生了那么多事情，我无法再信任你，因为你不值得我去信任你。还有，我要放什么东西在我的桌上是我的自由，可是你完全不知道发生什么事。我不在班一整个星期，每天都不见一枝钢笔，抽屉乱糟糟，问很多人谁坐我的位子，每个人都讲不知道，叫我问你。难道我没想过要问你吗？但是，我知道你的回答一定是知道。坐在隔壁的应该是要互相帮忙，互相照顾东西，但你呢？有吗？根本都没有！！！每天只会骂粗口，讲粗口！！！没用的人！！！

Holiday~~~

2011-06-01T23:38:00.013+08:00

Finally, it's holiday!!! It had been a long time I didn't update my blog due to my preparation for mid-year term exam. What I can said, I did terrible in the exam. I started to study last minute. So, I'm not expecting I will get good results for this time.

On 28th May 2011 (saturday), I went to my cousin brother, Lester's wedding dinner in Sime Darby Convention Centre. Let the photos say everything in the wedding dinner. * clap hands*

Inside the box was chocolate cake. It really tastes good!!

Taken down this photo outside the ballroom. Wondering how my uncle got this ice sculpture?

Menu of the dinner~~~

Partially scenery of the ballroom.

My drinks in the dinner - red wine and beer. Luckily I didn't drunk and drove my mum's car home too.

Cute bears~~~

Did all these while waiting other dish of food.

The chandeliers in the ballroom look like mushrooms.

On 31st May 2011 (Tuesday), I went to watch Insidious with some friends in Bukit Raja JJ.

Horror but funny movie. Haha~~

After finished watching Insidious, I rushed to Sunway Pyramid just to meet a NS friend, Wei Keong. Although it is far to travel from Klang to Subang, but it was worth it. Too bad I had to went home early. Otherwise, we would sit down in a cafe and chat. Argh!!! He said may be he will go to Sunway Pyramid again on Monday. So, I shall wait for it!!!

Took a photo before I left.

生活上的点点滴滴 part 1

2011-04-28T17:51:00.004+08:00

“人长大了，遇见的事情也多了，经验也多了，处理事情的方式也成熟，个性也跟着变了。”
这就是有位多年的好友告诉我的。可能我真的变了吧……

自从上了中六后，发生的事情比往年多了很多，常常让人措手不及。
我也因为某事件的发生而搞自闭。
会不会觉得很奇怪？以我开朗的性格应该是不会搞自闭的。
但是，不是每件事情都如你所愿……

今年，只不过短短的四个月里，发生的事情多不胜数。
就是这些事情让我看透了几位朋友最真实的一面。

我感谢你们，因为你们的处事方式、态度、性格，使我感到害怕、畏惧地继续与你们交朋友。
我与你们之间从此有了一个隔膜，难以穿越。
我再次感谢你们，因为你们的存在，让我知道原来你们不是我想要的朋友。
你们不是那些可以有福同享，有难同当的朋友。
因为你们，我明白了信任不是可以随便放在任何人身上。
因为你们，我才发现原来他们才是我想要的朋友。
一群真的可以有福同享，有难同当的朋友。
谢谢你们在这段日子一直陪伴着我。

犹记得初中二那年发生的事情，至今历历在目。
12月3日，你真的从遥远的天边回到大家的身边。

12月15日，同事告诉我有位新同事会加入公司。
大家都在猜测是谁，一直叫我去问表舅，但我没问。
跟着表舅开完会回到办公室后，有位同事告诉我那位新同事是个帅哥。
我想，我又眼福啦。

回到我自己的房间后，看见桌上有一杯绿茶。
那杯绿茶的味道只有你懂得调味的！！
当时的我有个非常强烈又不好的预感。

过了不久，房门被敲了几下。
我抬头一看，马上从椅子跳了起来。
我真的没想到，每位同事口里说的帅哥竟然是你！！！
真的是一个天大的惊喜。

打了几句的招呼后，彼此回到自己的工作岗位。
下班后，大伙儿提议一起吃晚餐，顺便庆祝你的加入，你也爽快地答应了。
由于那天我没驾车，我的交通就交给你了。

一路上，我不知要说些什么，一直看窗外的风景。
终于，你开始问我一些问题了，打破了当时的寂静。
不知不觉，你说了当年你不辞而别的原因，而我，也接受了你的解释。

圣诞节我回了外婆家出席表姐的婚礼，你带了一群朋友去了金马仑度假。
你去了我外婆家并问了老人家及我父母那问题，惊讶的是，大家都答应了。
你当然是眉开眼笑，而我，惨了！！！因为我真的不知如何回答你。

至今，我还是无法回答你的问题。
我知道，你是个好人。
目前，你是唯一一个令我感动得掉泪的人。
有困难时，你都会在旁扶持我。
但是，我真的不知要如何面对你。
当年的那份感情，我从来没忘记过。
这么多年了，你一直戴着那条项链，我也一直戴着那对耳环。
我们还是和当年一样，都没变过，样貌稍微改变了，思想当然也改变了。
感觉真的没改变吗？

头痛了啦！！暂时的我，不想想令我头痛的问题。
一切交由上天安排吧！！
保佑保佑~~

伤心、失望

2011-04-07T17:06:00.003+08:00

最近发生了很多事情，发现原来你们都不值得我对你们好。无论是你们小小地言行举止，还是发生了大事，你们的态度、处事方式真的让我大失所望，连一声对不起也没说，之后还当作没有一回事。对你们太好也没用，我真的无法再忍受了。此时的我只想远离你们，免得我再次变成受害者，到时恐怕连朋友都没得做！！！

清明 · 无奈 · 彷徨 · 无助

2011-03-28T16:23:00.004+08:00

“清明时节雨纷纷，路上行人欲断魂。”

昨天去了外公那里扫墓，原以为会下雨，至少毛毛细雨也好，但一滴雨都没下，天气反而变得更炎热。

看见墓碑上的照片，想起与外公一起的时光，泪也流了出来。表弟们都被我突如其来的泪水吓倒了，只有三位表哥带我暂时离开那里，免得让大家触景伤情。

虽然外公去世已有六年半了，但是那份感情，那份思念还是在我心里挂挡着。

毕竟最疼我的老人家，在我六年级即将面临小六评估考试的前几天去世了。当时的心情、悲伤，至今无法忘怀。

过后，表妹问我为何哭了，我只能骗她说有沙子进了眼睛。她也问了二表哥，为何她没看过外公，为何外公一直在睡觉，不醒来与她玩耍，为何这样，为何那样。我们无法阻止这小表妹问这些问题，因为当时外公去世时她只有一岁半，她可能都不记得外公曾经出现在她的生命里。而我们这些表哥、表姐只能忍着泪水一一地回答表弟、表妹的问题。有谁曾尝试过，接受得到一个在你早上去学校之前与你挥手说拜拜的人，却在下一分钟与世隔绝，而你只能永远地思念他。

人的一生里有许多火车站，在半路休息够了，就该往下一个站，继续让人生展现得多姿多彩，因为人生总会走到最后一个火车站的一天。

大家一起为下一个火车站奋斗吧！！！加油加油加油！！！

A short little update

2011-03-17T22:22:00.005+08:00

Saw the poster? Hehe.. I just watched it yesterday in One Utama!! It's awesome!! Felt like want to watch the movie for second time AGAIN!!!

One week of school holiday is going to say bye bye to us. And, the main thing is HOLIDAY ≠ NO HOLIDAY. I totally don't like this type of holiday although I can wake up late in the morning. But, what to do? This is the most important year for an upper 6 student. What we had done and suffer will be paid off after the real exam. So, we just can continue to be hardworking. IT'S NO TIME FOR ME TO SLACK AROUND!!!

So, what had I done in this holiday? Hmm.. What can I thought of tuition classes and tonnes of homework had occupied my holiday. Argh!! I just want a relax and tuition, homework-free holiday!!!

I think everyone knows what's going on in the world. On 11 mac 2011, there was a 8.9 magnitude earthquake landed on Japan and it caused tsunami too. Oh god!!! I can't imagine if this earthquake happen in our country. I guess I'll not be blogging at here if it's really happened. But, I'm really impressed with the Japanese when they were escaping themselves from the buildings in a so systematically way!!! OMG!!! And, I was told by daddy that the method of escaping themselves in emergency situation such as earthquake is included in the Japan education system. By comparing with our education system, yeah, we are exposed to such education system also. But, how efficient can it be when a fire really happens? Haha~~

It has been raining every evening lately and sometimes I hate raining because I have to stuck in traffic jam again whenever I want to back to Bandar Utama. I had been staying in Bandar Utama for 3 weeks (I think) due to my aunt's request for teaching her daughter to do homework. But, I often back to home (Kota Kemuning) because I want to eat daddy's cook!! Hehe~~~

Ciao for now~~~

2011-02-19T22:22:00.002+08:00

原以为今天至少可以开心地度过，但还是发生了些事情让我与你的友情从此有了隔膜。在这件事发生后，我真的很想辞掉这个职位。为了这个班，我付出的牺牲还不够多吗？我只不过有个小小的要求很过分吗？但是，这次我不能再忍了。我的忍耐度已到了极限，我无法再承受了。下次若有类似情况再次发生，我只能对你说声对不起，我不会再忍了，我一定会翻脸！！！

Updated!!!

2011-02-18T22:26:00.008+08:00

Okay, finally I'm back to blog. School had reopened for one month ++ and yet my last post was on December 2010. Since I was back to school life, I'm quite lazy to update my blog and even lazy to turn on my computer. May be too busy in academic and co-curriculum activities. Daily routine comes back to me again!!! Suddenly I hate to mention it because school and tuition homework are stacking up on my table and yet I'm sitting in front of the computer and blogging. Haha~~

Of course, I succeed to buy these two House of Midnight novels in the end. And, I really love the entire story a lot. Do not ask me why because I don't know what's the reason. Hehe~~ =)

And, I managed to take a shot on Su Yeian's birthday present which Wei Ting and I planned it quite some time ago.

Finally, it comes. February is a month which kids (ME!!!!) and couples ( definitely not me) love this month a lot. Because it is the season of Chinese New Year and Valentine's Day!!!

These are the angpaus which I collected this year. Happy~~~^^

And, Wen Ying had left us to Taiwan for further studies in Hotel and Management if I'm not mistaken. Luckily, we took some photos before she left Malaysia.

I'm starting to miss her and her lame jokes. Wen Ying, gambateh!!! Done well in your studies ya!!!

Kiss the Rain - Yiruma

2011-02-17T22:36:00.000+08:00

Suddenly think of this song. Quite sad but it is my favourite song. Please do enjoy~~

Christmas~~~

2010-12-27T16:39:00.005+08:00

Hehe... Finally can upload a post about my Christmas. So, I celebrated Christmas in my second home which located in Cameron Highlands!!! Yeah~~~ I went to cousin brother's house for Christmas countdown. Had quite lots of fun at his house and slept around at 3am. Then, we woke up at 5am and started our journey way back to Cameron Highlands. Due to lack of driving experience, I just drove the whole journey till Tapah and eldest cousin brother, Ah Lup continued the journey from Tapah till Cameron Highlands. So, we reached Cameron Highlands at around 830am. Wah~~ Finally, I breathed the fresh air on Cameron Highlands. Quite miss the fresh air. Some of my friends which followed us to Cameron Highlands quickly wore their jacket when came out from the car. Just 4 of us, which are my 3 cousin brothers and me didn't wear our jackets. May be 4 of us used to the cold weather. Haha~~~

Of course, I quickly back to grandma's house and cousin brothers back to their house. Owh... I miss my grandma so much!!! Although I just meet her last two weeks. So, all of my family including all the relatives went to my aunt's house to attend my cousin sister, Cassie 's wedding. OMG!!! She was so beautiful!!! And, of course my brother-in-law also very handsome la.

So, the ceremony started at 9am. Hehe... I was quite pity with my brother-in-law because he kena a lot from me and my 3 cousin brothers. Bo bian lo... Where can allow a bridegroom to meet his bride so easily. Haha... The funniest part of the game was when my brother-in-law was requested to sing a love song to express his love to cousin sister. When second eldest cousin brother, Ah Yam asked him to dance while singing, he was totally stunned. Of course, all of the relatives laughed at brother-in-law as he not so good in his body language.

After the games and the drink tea ceremony, its time for those who haven't married to take angpau from the bridegroom and the bride. Hehe... I took 3 angpau-s from them. After that, cousin brothers and I went to find our friends. Quite happy with that.

At 630pm, we went to cousin sister's wedding dinner and of course, my stomach was going to burst after the meal. Then, we went to Brinchang pasar malam to search for food again. Hehe... After that, we went to cousin brother's house to have party. I didn't know how many cans of beer I drank. Just know at least 10 cans of beer. =P

The angpau-s which I took from cousin sister and brother-in-law.

The souvenir which took back from cousin sister's wedding dinner.

My second youngest cousin brother, Yong Jie. He's an active boy. I took quite long time to capture his photo. Miss his cute face~~~

End year term holiday~~~

2010-12-23T15:51:00.013+08:00

End year term holiday is going to end in 11 days. So, what I had done in this holiday?

Almost every day I went to Delta, A1 and Alpha for Maths, PA, Chemistry and Physics tuition. I think I have phobia to tuition. >.<

Finally, I done my readings. I bought these five novels few months ago and finally I finished reading them.

And, of course I won't forgot to read comic books and play my PSP. Haha~~~

Although I cleaned my table, but still so messy. Hehe... Sorry ya... I think I will do the next cleaning when my mum start nagging again. =P

Sick~~~

2010-12-18T21:09:00.002+08:00

So sad... My first line of defense attacked by virus and my immune system lost in the war. Flu and cough attacked me. Ish... After came back from working, I was eventually slept almost the whole afternoon without turning on the fan and air-conditioner. I kept sneezing the whole day. Have to rest more.

Ciao for now~

I hate this life!!!

2010-11-30T18:02:00.002+08:00

Walau ehh!!! I hate this life la!!! Although end year term exam is ended for quite long time ago, yet I'm still given free ceramah from my mum. Mum, can u stop scolding me for not scoring well in exam? This was just my first exam in Form 6 and u expect me to score at least 3.0 ?! Do u think is easy to score? You thought Form 6 is easy? Form 6 is much more tougher than you expected. If STPM is easy, why so many people go for college and not Form 6? STOP SCOLDING ME, OKAY??? Since you think Form 6 is so easy, then why not you go to study Form 6?

Yesterday, I went to Delta HQ for Maths tuition and of course heavy rain in the afternoon. So, Wei Mei and I found out that there was a big gap between the door and the rubber of the frame. Of course, I told my parents as I reached home. The first word came out from my mum's mouth was, " You sure didn't wind up the window tightly!!! You go to get a dried cloth and wipe thee seat NOW!!! " Wa piang ehh!!! You didn't even heard my explanation and straight scold me like hell. I was trying to explain there was a big gap between it but what you had done? You refused to listen to my explanation and continued your scolding speech.

So, I brought my car to the workshop this morning and the person in-charged called me that I can take back my car in the afternoon. Of course, I have to wait my mum back from work and take me to the workshop. In the workshop, she was examining my car and found some scratches on my car. I think you guys what's going happen next. She started giving me ceramah AGAIN!!! Walau ehh!!! I can swear that I didn't knocked into anything which scratches my car. May be is other people accidentally knocked into my car and I didn't even know about it. This type of incident always happen in daily life. What the hell you so angry of?

I didn't argued back with you for these two days doesn't meant that I'll become your loyal dog and listen to you. You are too ridiculous. I'm just acting patient of your scoldings. I bet if you still continue to give me free ceramah again, not only your volcano will be erupted. I'll start the argument and suan siao you NON-STOP. The third world war will be erupted because of your ridiculous attitude. ARGH!!!

Unstoppable

2010-11-23T12:44:00.002+08:00

After panning across some idling diesel locomotives under the opening credits, the film begins with scenes at two rail yards in different regions of Pennsylvania run by the Allegheny and West Virginia Railroad (AWVR). In the Fuller yard in northern Pennsylvania, children arrive for a school field trip on rail safety. Meanwhile, in the southern Pennsylvania town of Stanton, Will Colson (Chris Pine) gets up for work, stopping to surreptitiously watch his wife put their son on the school bus. He calls her but she refuses to even answer.

Arriving at work, Colson, a conductor, gets his orders for the day and learns he will be working with engineer Frank Barnes (Denzel Washington), with whom he has never worked before. He goes to a group of older workers, with whom he has some barbed words over their age differences, and finds Barnes among them. While he goes to punch in, the other older workers complain about being displaced by Colson, who they say got his job through family connections in the union.

Meanwhile, in Fuller, the yardmaster yells at a pair of hostlers who have been standing idle near a train to get it moved so the schoolchildren's excursion train can get out of the yard. In a hurry, one of them, Dewey (Ethan Suplee), decides to forego connecting the air hose between the locomotive and the rest of the half-mile–long (~800m) train. This, the other hostler reminds him, means the air brakes will only apply on the locomotive, but Dewey says they will hook them up after parking the train on another track.

Barnes and Colson meet by their locomotive for the day, where Barnes, a 28-year employee, finds out that Colson, who will be in charge of the train, is only four months out of training. He reminds Colson that if there's anything he doesn't know, he should just ask. They take the locomotive out across a bridge to where they will attach their train for the day. Colson learns that a court hearing that morning did not, as he had hoped it would, end with the lifting of a restraining order preventing him from seeing his wife and son.

In the locomotive cab at the Fuller yard, Dewey turns the throttle to its highest setting to enable the train's dynamic brakes. As it approaches a switch, Dewey sees it is not set to the right track and, against the advice of the other hostler, jumps from the slow-moving train to line it properly. While he does, levers fall in the cab of their own accord. As the train has since picked up speed, he is unsuccessful in his attempts to reboard. It leaves the yard for the main line unmanned.

After some slight setbacks at the yard due to Colson's inexperience, including taking on more cars than they had in their orders, the two leave Stanton for a zinc plant. In Fuller, the hostlers let yardmaster Connie Hooper (Rosario Dawson) know that they have a runaway train headed into opposing traffic on the main line. Assuming the dead man's switch will trigger the brakes and it will be a "coaster" that stops a few miles from the yard, she calls Ned, a welder for the railroad and tells him to meet the hostlers where they can get in his truck, catch the train and stop it.

By the time they get there, they realize the train is under power and going too fast to catch. Connie and the dispatchers work to get every train on the main line onto sidings. The train carrying the schoolchildren narrowly avoids a head-on collision. Oscar Galvin (Kevin Dunn), Connie's superior, calls her and asks her what's happening and what she's doing about it. She hasn't figured out yet how to stop the train and begins calling the state police to make sure the grade crossings on the line are secured, since some of the tank cars on the runaway have molten phenol, a hazardous material.

On their train, Barnes and Colson hear the dispatcher's order to pull into a siding. Barnes says they can't use the siding assigned since the train is too long for it. He asks instead if a RIP track further down the line is clear.

Galvin overrules Connie's suggestion to derail the train in an area of lightly populated farmland, since it would be too costly and it is still possible to stop the train. An emergency meeting of railroad executives approves another plan, but Galvin will not tell Connie what it is. The train's odyssey becomes a media event, followed by helicopters with continuous coverage on television and reporters at crossings in small towns. The train, picking up speed, smashes through a horse trailer caught on the tracks at one junction.

The company's plan, to have a lashup of two locomotives go on the line ahead of the runaway and slow it down while another employee attempts to board the runaway's locomotive from a helicopter, fails and leads to the death of another veteran engineer. The police abort another plan, to trigger the safety switch on the locomotive's side with close-range shotgun blasts at a grade crossing, when they realize the switch's proximity to the fuel tank. A state trooper's radar gun shows the train's speed to be 71 miles per hour (114 km/h). Barnes and Colson make into the RIP track in the nick of time, as the runaway smashes through the back of their consist.

As it passes, Barnes sees that the coupling on the last car of the runaway is open. He decides to put the locomotive in reverse and catch the runaway. Colson, at first reluctant, joins him. Galvin insists that Connie stop them, but she refuses.

Another attempt to stop the train with derails in a small town fails because the train is too heavy and too fast. Evacuations begin as the train approaches Stanton, where it crosses the town on an elevated curve where it will derail at its current speed. If it does, it could fall into a fuel oil tank farm, causing a major environmental disaster.

Barnes and Colson catch up with the runaway. After Colson manually couples their locomotive to the train, severely injuring his foot in the process, they begin slowing it down with their own brakes but not enough. Barnes goes out onto the train and begins setting each car's brakes manually, with Colson applying an independant brake, slowing the train just enough to get it past the curve without derailing. In the process the locomotive's brakes blow out and the train begins to pick up speed again.

Ned the welder catches up to the train, and Colson jumps into the back of his truck. Driving at high speed they make it to the locomotive, where Colson is finally able to get into the cab and he finally stops the train. Coleson and Barnes are declared heroes, and Coleson reunites with his wife and son.

In a short epilogue it is revealed that Barnes was promoted and retired with full benefits, that Colson got back together with his wife who is now pregnant with their second child, Connie was promoted to Galvin's job, and Dewey "is working in the fast-food industry".

Holiday~~~

2010-11-16T15:06:00.003+08:00

School holidays started again. And, this time my holiday will end in next year. Recently, too many holidays for me till I feel bored when staying at home. But, what to do? MOE gives us so many holidays. And, what I can do is plan my holiday well, study well, enjoy well and earn money as well too!!!

Juniors, sorry for not going back to Kwang Hua to witness you guys' graduation ceremony and the concert also. As you all knew, Dr. Chin had gave out orders that outsiders even ex-Kwang Huarians were not allowed to witness the graduation ceremony concert, only parents were allowed. " Ish... Stupid school rules!!! #$&^%*&^* !!! " But, what to do? Can't be I pretend I'm one of you guys' parent, right? My look had shown I'm definitely not a parent. Anyway, thanks for you guys keep scratching your brain to help me enter Kwang Hua. Don't forget, I was Kwang Huarian also. I know the school rules more than you guys. Don't because of me and break the school rules. Okay?

After watching the movie recordings of our juniors' graduation ceremony concert, many memories flashed back my mind. The moment all S2 agents had their rehearsal together... The moment of me, as the Loudspeaker of 5S2 made announcement... The moment of celebrating S2 agent's birthday... The moment of everyone making fun, playing around, arguing with each other, even chasing someone around the class... The moment of wishing Pn Wong Sew Bee to have her health back... Everything came back to my mind again. Owh... Freaking miss that time!!! *Sob*

Hmmm... Finally I had got my final exam results and calculated my CGPA. I'm quite satisfied with my results but much more effort have to put in. Form 6 is tough but I know I will be able to do it. So, to all my dear friends including those who are currently in Lower 6 and going to upgrade to Upper 6 and those who are currently in Upper 6 and going to sit their STPM on 23.11.10, hope everyone can try their best in future and lets us change our future to more colourful!!!

Oh ya... Caleb, I remember I still owe you a meal but I forgotten is for what purpose. So, do contact me in this holiday for a gathering. I'll try to arrange my time table as tuition teachers are giving us more and more extra classes. ^^

I hate today!!!

2010-11-08T22:19:00.003+08:00

Hi bloggie and my friends~~~ Actually, I should update my blog long time ago but a bit lazy to update it. During 25th October till 1st November, I was busy with my final exam. And, it was my last exam in the year of 2010. After the exam, I was totally lost and lack of confidence to face my results. Physics and Chemistry were tough and I didn't know how to do most of the questions.

So, I took back 2 of 4 papers today. Firstly, I was glad that I passed my Maths although I done many careless mistakes and some didn't know how to answer it. Unfortunately, I failed my Physics. Many of my friends were surprised that I failed my Physics as I completed every single question which Pn Lim asked us to do. But, I didn't know what's the hell happened to me. May be I was panic during the exam. And, I really cannot perform well during the exam. Only for Physics, not for other subjects. This scenario had happened to me since Form 4. Anyone can tell me what's the problem?

Surprisingly, I got Band 5 in my MUET as I just aim Band 4 which is a minimum score for a science stream student. Haha.. Daddy was happy when he heard this news from me as he very emphasize on my English since I was young. And, he just emphasize on my English, not other subjects. And, he is going to treat me Baskin Robbin ice-cream!!!! Woah~~~^^

As usual, I told my mum about my results that I had gotten. Without hesitating, she scolded me as well. She said, " What for I pay money to let you go for tuition? What for you waste your time to go for tuition? What for you go to school as you obtained so "beautiful" results?! I expect you to score all A's in every single subject but what you had done?"

When I heard it from her mouth, I was totally pissed off. Ello!!! I know my results were poor in this exam. But, you have to give me some time ma. Do you think that Form 6 still like Form 4 and 5? Form 6 is much more tougher than Form 5!!! Do you think that I can score 4 flat in my lower 6 exam? Use your brain to think also know I can't even accomplish it. You thought I wanted to score so low marks? You thought the exam is easy? I'm not Ah Soh the genius. I'm just Tiffany Yit Siew Ng!!! If you don't believe the exam was really tough, you can try to do the exam papers. I bet you don't even know how to answer even a single question. Do you think STPM like SPM? STPM is the third toughest exam paper in the world and you expect me to score 4 flat in the lower 6 exam? Owh... Sorry... I really can't make it. I tried my best to do exam but what I got from you? Just scolding? Ei... C'mon... I expect to you to give me encouragement!!! Not scolding from you!!! Ish!!!

October is going to end!!!

2010-10-14T20:25:00.002+08:00

Hi guys~~~ Sorry for leaving my blog dead for some time. I think I didn't update my blog for months?? Haha... Come to Form 6, really is a hectic life. Everyday back from school have to finish up all the homework including school and tuition. Tonnes and tonnes of homework is waiting for me everyday. Sometime, I feel that it is hard to breathe when the life is stressing me, especially last month and early of the month. It is really a hard life to go through since I was born. The relationship that I committed for 2 and half month really drained me a lot. Luckily, it didn't drained my studies. Thank god~ It is my fault to accept this relationship in the first place and I'm really very sorry to hurt him in the end. I know he really want to save this relationship but sorry ya. I really can't make it. However, after I broke up with him, I didn't feel any sadness, but I felt relief!!! OMG!!! Suddenly, I think that I'm a cold-blooded person. Because I should feel sad but I didn't!!! LOL!!!

And thanks to my friends, Sen Chen a.k.a Bak Zhang, Etienne a.k.a Dot Dot, Ken Jim a.k.a Sleeping God, Kang Kai a.k.a Coconut tree, Wei Chi a.k.a Ah Te and Calvin, my brother. You guys really helping and supporting me a lot during September and October. Without you guys, I think I still will staying silent in the class, not as active as normal days. Haha...

Hmmm... I think I should stop here. Final exam is just around the corner and I have to do my revision. So, ciao for now.

你不知道的事

2010-09-09T21:49:00.001+08:00

歌名：你不知道的事
演唱：王力宏

蝴蝶眨几次眼睛才学会飞行
夜空洒满了星星但几颗会落地
我飞行但你坠落之际
很靠近还听见呼吸
对不起我却没捉紧你

你不知道我为什麽离开你
我坚持不能说放任你哭泣
你的泪滴像倾盆大雨碎了满地
在心里清晰
你不知道我为什麽狠下心
盘旋在你看不见的高空里
多的是你不知道的事

蝴蝶眨几次眼睛才学会飞行
夜空洒满了星星但几颗会落地
我飞行但你坠落之际
很靠近还听见呼吸
对不起我却没捉紧你

你不知道我为什麽离开你
我坚持不能说放任你哭泣
你的泪滴像倾盆大雨碎了满地
在心里清晰
你不知道我为什麽狠下心
盘旋在你看不见的高空里
多的是你不知道的事

我飞行但你坠落之际

你不知道我为什麽离开你
我坚持不能说放任你哭泣
你的泪滴像倾盆大雨碎了满地
在心里清晰
你不知道我为什麽狠下心
盘旋在你看不见的高空里
多的是你不知道的事

A short update

2010-08-01T16:32:00.002+08:00

Erm... Sorry ya guys for leaving my blog dead quite sometime... Haha... Recently, I was quite lazy to online, update my blog and facebook-ing. Unlike brother, Etien so free... Every afternoon also turn on his computer and online... Haha... XP

So, every club's or society's AGM had over and we become the new board. Busy schedule for me... T.T But, I still can handle my academic and co-curriculum activities in the same time. So, now I'm busying organize MP for seniors. Hope they can enjoy themselves during their MP. Haha...

I was wondering why so many people asked me did I regret for entering Form6. May be they still think that I'm more suitable in college life and I can get scholarship to survive. However, I think that I prefer Form 6 life instead of college life although Form 6 is much more tougher compare to A-levels. Haha...

Talking about my class, 6B1. I love it and hate it also. 爱恨交加. I love my class because of all the sporting classmates I have got. We just knew each other for 76 days but we seems like knew each other for years. Many classes envy us because of we are so united and had so much fun with each other. However, I hate my class sometimes because we were too noisy. 6B2 always complain us for making too much noise. But, their class too quiet for me. It seems like no fun studying in that class. And, our class was famous for making our form teacher cried. So bad... Haha...XP And, Bak Zhang, don't post this blog link to Facebook!!

不知道什么时候开始，你又来开始讯息我。当然，不管你写什么给我，我一看到你的名字出现在我电话的荧幕就直接删除你的讯息。昨晚，你在我和朋友开心的时候又来讯息我。我想那么久没看你的讯息，不妨这一次看看你的讯息。你说，你的婆婆去世了。你很难过，想找个人抒发你的心情。本来我不想理睬你，但还是做个好人，回复你的讯息来安慰你。过后，我想了想，若你的婆婆去世，你应该忙着她的丧事吧，忙着为她老人家烧香念经，好让她安详地离开人世。但是，你好像很空闲，还可以讯息我。之后，我没回复你了。而你，还是不停地讯息我，让我对你产生了恐惧。今早，你在我补习的时候讯息我。看到你的名字出现在我电话的荧幕上，我很想扔掉我的电话。当然，我不会那么笨地把电话扔掉。下午，我上网找资料，顺便log in我的面子书。没想到，你竟然有online，还找我说话。大家应该知道我的反应吧。我又再来一次ignore他。之后，我想你应该是看到我的面子书的status，很识趣地说原来我已有男友了，不好意思打扰我。突然，我觉得你很可怜，因为你每次讯息我，而我没看你的讯息就直接按下删除键。不过，我又觉得很开心，因为我知道你不会再讯息我了，至少可以让你死了这条心，不会在我身上寻找希望。一个小时前，你又讯息我，问我你哪点不好，为什么不选择你，而选择了另一个他。我当场火滚，忙上拨电话给你，把你骂了一顿。我选择谁是我的权利，不需要你来过问我的选择。我有否选择错误，也不关你的事。你又不是我的什么人，你完全没有权利来管我。我顿时对你很失望，没想到你竟然是这样的一个人。你这种人，不做朋友也罢，我不稀罕你这种朋友！！！

High School Klang Koperasi AGM

2010-06-30T21:48:00.003+08:00

Today, as usual. My friends and I waited the arrival of Etienne because the class key was with him. Haha... Sounds like he very "dai pai"..XP.. Etienne, no offend ya~

Then, we went to the library for MUET. A bit anti-library. Because Puan Azwin said every lower 6 students are compulsory to participate pidato competiton according to Puan Arud. Since we are forced to participate the competition, why we still need to pay RM1 for the participation fee? Plus, if Puan Arud really said every lower 6 student must participate the competition, other classes students sure will say it out and the news will announce in the assembly. But, why we are not informed? This clearly indicates that Puan Azwin wanted to eat our money. Ish... I hate it. So, most of us protest and Puan Azwin said that we were not required to participate the competition but we must buy either the library quiz or dedication. Haiz... Cincai la... In conclusion, Puan Azwin want the library's account becomes richer.

After recess was Puan Suhail's class. So, as usual, I didn't paid attention to her class and I was starting to wrap my table with the plastics. Ah Te, I said that the table you wrapped not nice and I challenged you that I will wrap my table nicer than you. And, now I had proved it. Haha... After Chemistry was Physics and I must pay 100% attention during Puan Lim's class. Otherwise, I will like a lost direction kitten. Haha...

And, 1230pm had reached. Haha... Koperasi AGM time. Happy~~~ But, didn't have any nervous feeling yet. Weird, right? So, Koperasi members went to Putra Hall to do some preparations and other students started to the hall at 1240pm and so to the teachers. 1250pm, AGM started with the speeches from teachers. Some of the friends asked me any feeling at that moment and I totally didn't have any special feelings yet.

Then, we were asked to go back to our own classes to have a sit and I started to talk with Bak Zhang. Suddenly, Bak Zhang asked me to go to the front because my name was called. I was blurred at that time and finally knew I was elected as the assistant of secretary. I was shocked and felt unbelievable. Haha... Blur case to me...

So, thanks to all seniors who had elected me as the assistant of secretary and taught me so many new things. And, thanks to my friends who actually thought that Koperasi had an election to elect the new AJKs and wanted to elect me too. Thanks a lot... Haha... XP

最近，你真的很烦叻。我已经告诉你了，我不像你在学校这么逍遥自在，每天专心上课，做功课，补习及睡觉。我在学校真的很忙，每天都有很多事情等着我去处理，加上我是理科生，生活比你更忙碌，功课比你更多。我无法一直与你通信息，为什么你一直都不能明白我的处境？突然，我觉得你很恐怖，有点死缠烂打，难以摆脱你的控制。终于，我只好骗你说我的电话没钱了（事实上我的电话真的没钱了）来敷衍你。我真的很希望有一天不会收到你的信息，让我的电话休息一下，也让我有片刻的时间来休息、安静一下。今天，我真的很想把我的电话丢进马桶里（但我没那么笨），目的是不要看见你的信息。一大早就讯息我，让我没法睡迟一点。要命咯，爱睡要死，连驾车都想睡觉，都是你的错。我真的真的真的很希望明早不要看见你的信息，拜托一下。

Ciao for now.

Monday~~~

2010-06-28T21:11:00.002+08:00

So, what should I update today? Hmmm... The only special thing to mention was the officiating of Hari Koperasi Sekolah 2010. So, I ran for the speech of Yang Dipertua ANGKASA. I think it was really long time I didn't gave a speech in front of so many people. The last time I was standing on the stage and gave speech in front of so many people was standard 6. Haha... Today, I was standing on the stage and gave speech in front of so many people again. Nervous... But not scary. Hahaha... After the speech, many told me that," Tiffu, why you read the speech so fast?" "Tiffu, you seems like very gan jiong on the stage. Why you speak BM so fast?" Haha...I didn't know the read the text so fast because I just use my normal speed to read a BM text. May be I used to read a text in a fast speed. Haha...

Then, my class was so lucky to win a hamper in the lucky draw competition. So, I was lucky enough to grab two packs of Double Decker. Haha... And, Wei Chi and I ate Double Decker secretly during Pn Lim was teaching Physics. Haha.. Long time didn't curi-curi makan during a teacher is having P&P. Hehe... XP

After recess was MUET and I ponteng class!!! Hahaha... And, my class will be having photograph session tomorrow morning right after the assembly. Syok man.... I like it!!! I think I'll wake up 15 minutes earlier to set up my hair. Haha... What hair style shall I set up? No idea in my mind.

从今天早上至刚才，你一直不停地讯息我，但我一封都没回复你，因为你的信息让我感到很厌烦，让我感到很pek cek。因此，我决定不要回复你。昨晚与你讯息后才发现，原来你是个大男人主义者。怪不得我越来越beh tahan你，一直要知道我在哪儿，在做什么，迟些回复你，你就一直讯息给我，让我倍感压力。我告诉过你，我会很忙，没空闲与你讯息一整天，但你没把我的话放在心上，还一直不停地讯息我。我也告诉过你，我是个很活跃的人，要控制我没那么容易，更何况你是个大男人主义者。你越要控制我，我会越造反。终于，你刚才讯息了我一封期待已久的信息。你这封信息真的说出了我的心声。你希望我们恢复以前的关系，也就是做回朋友，让彼此有更多的时间互相了解，再做打算。我本来要找个适当的机会告诉你，但你比我早了一步，说出了我心底的话。这样也好，让你做丑人，我还是个好人。但我想，你应该万万没想到我会答应你的要求做回朋友。我想，你以为我不能没有你，但恰恰相反。哈哈……现在，我应该感到难过还是开心呢？我不知道，只知道有一股压迫感就这样从我心里消失了，至少烦恼少了很多。哈哈……现在，我只需要烦恼我的physics罢了。

Ciao for now...

The latest of myself

2010-06-27T20:58:00.003+08:00

Sorry for not updating my blog recently because I had been acting very lazy in the holidays and after the school reopen. So, I had returned to school one week after the holidays. And, many many many many many activities were waiting me to complete it. OMG!!! I don't know how am I going to survive. Haha... And, this week will be my busiest week ever since I started my form 6 life.

Monday - Hari Koperasi Sekolah, R&D, maths tuition in Delta
Tuesday - Maths club interview
Wednesday - Koperasi AGM, Badminton club telematch, PA tuition
Thursday - Volleyball club interview
Friday - Chemistry tuition
Saturday - St. John's meeting

My time table is fully packed everyday. Who can save me in this week? OMG!!! So, don't try to create problems for me.

Yesterday, I went for St. John Ambulance's meeting. And, of course met many people. The funniest scene was Etienne was being bullied by a junior. LOL... That junior also showed Ip Man's post when he was bullying Etienne. Hahahaha... After that, I went to MCD with Etienne and another senior which I had forgotten his name. And, that senior finished his set so fast. Etienne and I finished half of ours Filet O' Fish, he had finished his McChicken burger and half pack of the french fries. OMG!!! Damn fast man... And, sure we chatted a lot and laughed a lot.

Ping Pong Club's telematch was held yesterday also. And, Wei Mei was injured in the telematch. She spranked her ankle and her ankle was swollen like a pig's leg. I want to sue Ping Pong's Club because of didn't take care the participants' safety. They should have a medical team standby ma. Haiz... Sad case. Hope that Wei Mei's leg can recover soon.

这一段我不能用英文，因为你不会看华语。真的不知都有点难度，因为我不懂要跟你聊什么。可能我们没有共同的话题，唯一有的只是在营地的话题。与你在一起的时间很短，你希望我们可以继续下去，但我对我们的关系没有把握，加上我们来自不同的地方，要与对方见面很难。所以，我希望我们可以保持朋友的关系，而不是再进一步的发展，真的很希望你能明白我所想的。我们依然是朋友。

What a bad day...

2010-06-13T17:18:00.003+08:00

Huh... Yesterday really was my bad day. Haiz... Early in the morning, I found out something wrong to my 016 handset. So, I thought it just a minor problem since I had it 5 years ago. Then, I found out that my handset quite hang and would turned itself off automatically and turned on itself automatically again. OMG!!! I thought my handset was haunted by "those" things and told Ah Beh about it. He said his handset would happened also once in a blue moon. So, I not really took attention to it.

At 215pm, the sky started to cry heavily and the wind was strong too. However, I still had to drive to tuition. On the way to tuition, the glass was totally blur although I turned on the air-conditioner. So, I had to use a cloth to wipe the glass so that I could see the road. Of course, I reached Delta safely.

When we were attending Physics class, the staff told us to move our car away because there had a night market. So, I went downstairs to move my car away. When I was starting my car, I found that my car was OUT OF BATTERY. Walau... Come on, man. Out of battery leh. So sui. So, what to do? I called my dad about the problem and went back to tuition again.

After tuition, I waited my dad's arrival with Wei Mei, Bak Zhang and Lin Xiong. So gentlemen. Haha... Bak Zhang, I think you will be quite happy, right? Haha... So, my dad arrived and Wei Mei's dad also. Luckily Wei Mei's dad brought jumper too. Otherwise, the temporary battery brought by dad would be no battery also. Haha... After that, dad drove my car to the workshop and mum and I went to the night market. Haha...

Then, I reached home around 730pm and dad told me the TV was struck by lightning. OMG!!! WTF!!! Means no football match for me!!! I wanted to watch the match England vs US and now I CAN'T WATCH THE MATCH. Haiz... What a terrible day~~~~

2 days left~~~

2010-06-10T23:14:00.002+08:00

Those who are still in NS, congratulations to you guys!!! Still left 2 days in camp. I think these few days every camp will be flooding. Haha... Just like that day I left Kem Teluk Rubiah. Really flood with tears. Everyone I knew cried out even the boys. Lee, Yee, Chin and Hwa, I really miss you guys so much. Every week, I just can telephone you guys just to hear you guys' voice and the latest news. Once you guys answered my call, you all sure shouting at me, " Tiff Tiff, we miss you!" And, I replied back, " I miss you guys also!" And, everyone cried out. It's funny that the situation of everyone cried out. But, the feelings around us, memories and friendship with each other cannot be replaced by anything. We hardly can meet up together after we separated. Hardly!!!

Just now, I received Ah Beh's sms that he won the Wira Terbaik. Congratulations, Ah Beh!!! You are always my wira terbaik in my heart. Don't forget you still owe me a meal and the trophy also. However, he also told me that A'la won the Wirawati Terbaik and most of them were not satisfied with the results. I knew the reasons why they were not satisfied even though I'm not satisfied too. A'la doesn't know how to give even a simple command ( Baris~ Baris~ Sedia) and marching also. And, she always push the things she needed to do to us. Haiz... What to do? All the coaches very emphasize on the concept One Malaysia even though we had much more non-M*l*ys are better than her. What a pity case.

Since I came back from camp, I also didn't know why I will wake up at 530am on time and automatically feel sleepy at 1100pm. May be I too used to the timing in camp. Haha... Every night, I have to look to the photos we took together. Otherwise, I can't sleep at all. Haiz... By the way, it's 1149pm now. So, bedtime. Ciao for now.

Busy

2010-06-09T10:58:00.002+08:00

Holiday had started 5 days ago but I didn't feel the holiday mood at all. Haiz... What to do? Once you entered Form 6, everything will be different. Piles of homework, tuition and tasks are waiting for you. My time table for this holiday is fully packed with volleyball task, tuition and homework. I don't even have a day to rest. OMG!!! Stressful. Everyday, I feel stressless when I'm smsing with Zheng and K' Yen. That's the only time I feel stressless. Luckily, my foster, Etienne is a kind person. He really helps me a lot. And, I never ever expected he would told me about the problem he faced. Haha... Don't ask me what he told me. If you ask me, I'll just shut my mouth up. XP

So, I had interviewed by seniors from Koperasi yesterday. Hmmm... How should I describe the interview?? Scary... A bit nevous... Stunned with those questions asked... And with the last question Siew Fen asked, " What do you think about your foster?" OMG!! Etienne was at there interviewing me and Siew Fen was asking me this question. How should I answered the question?? Yong Kiang, you better be prepared with those questions asked. I think you sure will stunned like me. Haha...

And, Welcome back to those who just came back from NS. Congratulations!!!! And, STELLA LEE SZE MIEN!!! When are we going to have our gathering? now, you had came back from camp and we can meet each other in Aeon. Faster leh!!! I'm waiting for your sms.

And, I think everyone should read today's Sin Chew Daily page 4. It said out everyone's opinion. http://www.sinchew.com.my/node/163889?tid=1

Ciao for now.

A short update

2010-06-01T22:44:00.002+08:00

Hi guys... It had been a long time I didn't update my blog. Huh.. Since I started my form 6 life, I found it was really different with the life in secondary school. Firstly, many homework were given by teacher especially Maths T. Secondly, tuition days are very tiring although the days are much more lesser compare to secondary school. Thirdly, form 6 doesn't have a fix day to have our clubs meeting. So, it means that I have the possibility to stay back for co-curriculum everyday!!! OMG!!! Everyday is my busy day. It seems like I doesn't own any rest day. I had been long time didn't watched TV in weekdays. I miss those TVB drama so much. Haiz... What to do? I still have to be strong all the time to past all these days. And, I really miss my PLKN friends very much. Some of them are coming back this Saturday and most of them will end their service on next Saturday. Time flies fast. And, everyone is going to separate with each other. Every weekends, I text a lot with my PLKN friends especially Yee Chin, Yen Yee, Siew Lee, Pik Hwa, Ah Beh, Ah Goh, Ah Hin and Ah Siang too. Haha... And, they mms their photos to me too. LOL~~~ Damn miss them. Luckily, I still can meet Ah Siang after he finished his NS. Haha... I think I will ask him to go out for "yam cha". Haha... It's 11pm now. So, time to sleep. Good night, everyone. Sweet dreams~~ Ciao for now.

Starting a new life~~~

2010-05-22T11:35:00.006+08:00

Hey guys~~~ Sorry for not updating my blog for quite sometime because I was quite lazy to turn on my computer although I have the time to do so. Since I had came back from camp, I really very lazy to turn on my computer. May be stayed too long in camp and not using computer for a month. Haha~~~

So, I had came back to Selangor since last Monday (10.5.2010) and back to school life on Wednesday (12.5.2010). Oh ya~~~ I got pengecualian for my NS, not penangguhan. So, I don't need to go back to camp anymore for the next time. I don't know why the commander will approve me as pengecualian instead of penangguhan. So, Keong, Leong, Zheng and I were approved with pengecualian. And, others were approved with penangguhan. Glad us~~~ And, 4 of us ( Keong, Leong, Zheng and I) are studying Form 6 now. And, we found that we quite miss camp life although back to school life. Very contradicted, right?

So, last Wednesday was my first day in High School Klang a.k.a Sekolah Tepi Kubur. XD Early in the morning, Ming Yung called me to prepare faster as he didn't want to late to school because he wanted to get a nice parking lot. When I first stepped in STK, I hate the school design. I don't know how to describe the school. May be too miss the life in Kwang Hua. Haha... And, I was informed by Wei Mei that juniors have to greet seniors. OMG!!! First time I heard that juniors have to greet seniors. We are just students and go to school for study. Not to greet seniors. Haiz... What to do? I had to follow those seniors' instruction because they are seniors.

P&P was started on Thursday. And, I was totally blur when Pn Lim taught Physics. When she was teaching about the dimension, Add. Maths is needed. OMG!!! And, same to Pn Ong when she was teaching Maths T. Both lessons I listened till blur blur and gong gong. Haha~~ But, I still can manage it after digesting those teachers taught us.

OW had started on Tuesday (18.5.2010) and ended on Thursday (20.5.2010). First day of OW, all the juniors became a bee and the school was full of bees~~~ And, everyone was died of thirstiness. Commitees didn't gave us any time or chance to drink a gulp of water and the recess time they gave us was so short. They expected all juniors can eat and go to the toilets in 10 minutes!!! WTH la!!! Nevermind lo.. We had to be patient and we were told by committees that we had to do a performance to all the seniors. OMG!!! I didn't do any performance after I had graduated after Form 5. The song chosen for my Group 9 is Down by Jay Sean. Not bad for this song and bad for the performance!!! OMG!!!

Second day of OW was the "sweet attack" . So, everyone had to find their foster. And, I found my foster, Lee Etienne in 6A8. Quite a nice senior. Haha... So, he helped me to take signatures from other seniors. Really helped me a lot. Then, we went back to hall to play games. I like to play the "balloon attack" game. So exciting. Committees were trying to prick each group's balloons and all the group members had to try their best to protect the balloon. Everyone was screaming and worked hard together to protect the balloon. So, Group 8 was the winner in this game and they can prick the committees' balloon. Haha.. So funny...

Third day (last day) of OW, it was juniors' performance day. We were given some time to have our rehearsal. And, everyone had performed successfully. The seniors acted naughty as they shouted " Buuuuuu" when every group was performing. Some of them even shouted " tutp tirai" towards us. But, we also are smart juniors. We shouted back " Buka! Buka! Buka...." Haha... So exciting. And, congtraz to Shi Yang and Sou Woon. They won the title of Mr and Miss STK. Not because of their looks won the titles, is their leadership won the title. Congratulations!!!

Lastly, I really appreciate to all the teachers, committees and seniors. All of you done a lot in our OW and rela mengorbankan masa to succeed our OW. I hope that our OW can be prolonged but all the Upper 6 have to sit their mid term exam. So, I'm here to wish all of the committees and seniors, " Good luck in your exam!!! Must get flying colours o!!! Gambateh!!!"

26.04.10

2010-04-29T12:32:00.002+08:00

Countdown to 1 day~~~

Finally, I can go home on tomorrow. Yeah!!! What shall I do tomorrow when reach home? Shower? Sleep? Watch TV? Read newspaper? Facebook? MSN? Blogging? Many things I wanted to do in the same time!!! Tomorrow will be my busy day. Today, we had Antidadah programme from 930am-430pm. The programme was sssssssssoooooooooooo boring and I didn't know how many times I fell asleep. Really very boring. In the evening, Alpha and Charlie boys had volleyball competition and Charlie won the match. At night, Cikgu Pachai started to nag us again about tomorrow schedule. Haiz... However, I felt happy because I can go home!!! So guys, must wait for my arrival ya~~~ Haha XD

24.04.10

2010-04-29T11:24:00.003+08:00

Happie birthday to you~ Happie birthday to you~ Happie birthday to Khai Jie~ Happie birthday to you~ Didi... Sorry ya~~ I can't celebrate birthday with you since I was still in the camp. So, I just can wish you may all your wishes come true. Sweet 18~~~

23.04.10

2010-04-29T10:54:00.002+08:00

Happie birthday to you~ Happie birthday to you~ Happie birthday to Kai Xian~ Happie birthday to you~ Kai Xian, may all your wishes come true~ Sweet 18. Friends Forever!!!

Countdown to 4 days~~~

Yeah!!! I'll be back home after 4 days.

Today was the last day of CB class modul 2. So, teacher asked every group to present out our talents but must be appropriate with the theme of "One Malaysia". Every group was given 40 minutes to have discussion about ideas what we were going to present out. So, my group members really had the idea of One Malaysia. The Malays would be dancing their Malay Dance, Chinese had our fan dance and kungfu and Indians had their Indian dance. Suddenly, memories of S2 kia filled into my brain. The days we had fun together really memorable. In the afternoon, we had marching practice again while Charlie played flying fox. Then, Charlie and Delta boys haf volleyball competition and Charlie won in 25-22 and 25-9. Haha... At night, we had buddha class and I fell asleep again. Hehe~~~ XP

21.04.10

2010-04-29T10:36:00.003+08:00

We had senaman robik in the morning and teacher used English song this time. Unlike last week, all Malay songs except the TM Net theme song. Then, we had CB class again and today was our second last day in CB class. In the afternoon, Bravo had their flying fox and Alpha, Charlie and Delta had their marching practice. Marching = I will be darker = Become a Malay girl. Finally, evening reached. Alpha and Bravo girls had a volleyball competition. In the first match, we won Bravo in 25-11. However, we lost to Bravo in 24-26 and the third match in 15-17. What happened to our player? Yen Yee, as the captain of the team got scolding from our teacher --- Cikgu Mat Piah. Pity of her. At night, we continued watching Alvin and the Chipmunks 2. Tomorrow, we will be having AIDS / HIV programme and it will be a boring day. So, it's time to sleep. Goodnight, guys~~~

20.04.10

2010-04-28T16:25:00.003+08:00

Today is the 25th day in Kem Teluk Rubiah. I just spent 25days in here. OMG!!! I still have 55days to go. This morning, I went to primary school --- CB class Modul 2. And, Siew Lee went to Medic because she had fell sick since yesterday night. Haiz... Most of the people in my dorm either were having cough or sore throat. In the afternoon, Alpha company had flying fox and I had been waiting so long for the flying fox. However, I felt a bit desperate because the height of the tower just 3 floors high. Unlike other camps, 5 floors high. In the evening, Charlie and Delta boys had volleyball competition and Delta won. Tomorrow, I will be one of the player in Alpha company and will be versus with Bravo. So guys, wish me good luck!!! Gambateh!!!

12.04.10

2010-04-28T16:15:00.002+08:00

Happie birthday to you~ Happie birthday to you~ Happie birthday to Ah Heng~ Happie birthday to you~~~ Swee Heng, may all your wishes come true.

This morning, we had Majlis Perasmian Naik Pangkat in the hall. I ahte to wear full loreng uniform because the fabric of the uniform very thick. And, I had to wear inner loreng also. Once I wore the uniform, I started to sweat. OMG!!! I think my weight would just put off because of too much sweating. After the ceremony, we had photo section with everyone including teachers. In the afternoon, we wore uniform again to have tali rendah activity. At night, we watched CB movie clip and my leg was full of mosquitoes bites again. At 3-4am was my night duty time. So, I can skip the stupid senaman seni. Haha...XD

09.04.10

2010-04-28T15:31:00.002+08:00

Today, I went to Putrajaya International Convention Center to attend my JPA interview. My interview was at 245pm and I reached there around 220pm due to dad lost direction to Putrajaya. Then, I waited in the lobby and met Wei Sheng, Sue Huey and Shu Yin. So, I chatted with Shu Yin and both of us went into another lobby together. She was in Panel 1 whereas I was in Panel 8, which means both of us would not be interviewed together. Then, I took out my certs and handed to a Malay staff and went in the interview room. My interviewers were Indian and Malays. So, I started to introduce myself, my family background, hobbies, curriculum, co-curriculum and which course I'll be taking. And, I was the only one who applied JPA scholarship to study locally. Thus, the interviewers asked me the reasons for not choosing study overseas and I had forgotten what I had answered. I just remembered I answered, " Malaysia is a stable country from the aspects of politics, economy and social. Plus, our nation doesn't have to overcome any natural disaster. " Finally, group discussion time and the interviewers said the question would be more focus on engineering. The question sounded like this, " During US government sent their astronauts to the Moon, they faced a serious problem. The astronauts couldn't use a pen to write their report because the ink would flow backwards due to zero gravity. Thus, US government wasted a few millions dollars to do research on it. So, can anyone tell me how US government solved the problem? " When I heard this question, I was totally stunned. OMG!!! How am I going to answer this question? I think I would be to fail my interview. So, the others voiced out their ideas and I was the last one to voice out my idea. I tried not to think the question was about engineering and answered the interviewers, " Why don't the astronauts use pencils to complete their reports?" The interviewers were shocked with my answer and the Indian interviewer asked me what I wanted to do with chemical engineering. Without thinking, I said, " I want to make chemical bomb." Haha... Those interviewers knew that was just a joke and I told the true reason. After that, the Indian interviewer tried to cynic me, " What a brilliant girl who wanted to make a chemical bomb?! Not bad~~~ " Zzzz... So, my JPA interview ended at 4pm and I'll be going back to camp tomorrow again. See ya~~~

07.04.10

2010-04-28T12:54:00.005+08:00

Today, I was waken up by Siew Lee at 530am. Yeah~~~ Finally, she had came back from Qing Ming festival. She went back home on last Saturday and came back to camp on Tuesday afternoon. The days without her was so bored and no one can chat with me before I went to sleep. I used to chat with her before I went to sleep but I saw no one on her bed during the days she gone. T.T Daily routine repeated again and we had senaman seni in the morning. Then, I went to kindergarten at 9am. We had marching from 230-430pm also. The sun was so hot and many were almost fainted. Siew Lee was one of them too. After marching, my face looked as red as tomato. Haha... Long time didn't had this face before. Then, I took my shower and packed my luggage. Yes!!! Finally, I can go home!!! Words cannot described my happiness. So, I waited for my dad's and brother's arrival in the dorm while others went to plant trees. Finally, they arrived the camp at 6pm. After done with those troublesome registration procedures, I finally out of the jail!!! Then, we went to Kampung Cina for dinner. I reached home around 10pm and straight went to my shower room for shower. Haha... My shower room really is the best. Unlike the camp one... =( If a big-sized person go into the shower room, he/she sure face difficulty to turn his/her body around. After that, I went to sleep. Good night~~~

28.03.10

2010-04-28T12:35:00.003+08:00

Today is my second day in NS. I woke up at 5am as the teacher asked us to. I took my shower and went to sleep again until breakfast time. Then, we found out that we could sleep for the rest of the day as no activity would be going on and many people haven't arrive yet. So, my friends and I started to do some ironing and went to shower again. After that, I was massaged by Jo Chen nad she really good in massaging. In the evening, we took shower AGAIN and went to the canteen for tea time. And, we went to the cafeteria to buy some sweets and back to the dorm again. At 830pm, everyone gathered in the hall and fed mosquitoes again. Male and female leaders were chosen by self-volunteering. And, we were told that we will be grouped into 4 companies --- Alpha, Bravo, Charlie and Delta on Tuesday. I hope that I can stay in the same company with my friends. Haha...

27.3.2010

2010-04-28T10:34:00.002+08:00

First day of my new life. What can I said? I told Siau Jia and Ah Jiang that I would reached the stadium at 9am but my mum woke up at 9am. It means that I would be late to the stadium. So, I rushed my mum to take her shower faster and we ate bak kut teh as breakfast. At 935am, I reached the stadium and met Ah Jiang and Sze Yin. Since the first bus had departed, I went off with the second bus at 1015am. In the bus, I met a new friend, Sze Mien, who was also came from Klang too. But, she was not a Kwang Hua-rian. She came from SJK (C) Pin Hwa (1) and SMK Sri Istana. So, we chatted with each other along the journey and the coach gave everyone Rm15 for lunch. We stopped at Bidor for lunch, continued our journey at 1pm and reached the camp at 3pm. Registration, took uniform and checked in are made in the same time. After that, everyone started to unpack their luggage and so did I. In this camp, I didn't met any Kwang Hua-rian but I really met many new friends. Oh ya... I found out that my dorm was very hot in the day but cool at night. I took my shower in the evening but I started to sweat when I entered the dorm again. So, shower = sweat = no shower. Haiz... Then, we had our dinner at 630pm and I first time thought that mum can cook better than the caterer. I think that the caterer didn't use money to buy salt and they just used sea water to cook the dinner. Haiz... After dinner, we went back to our dorm and went to the hall again at 830pm because 27.03.10 was Earth Hour Day. So, everyone went to the hall and fed mosquitoes. Around 11pm, everyone was allowed back to dorm.

I was back again!!!!

2010-04-28T09:42:00.002+08:00

Hey guys... I was back again!!! Yeah!!! When can we meet up? I miss you guys so much!!! Since I had came back, I'll update my blog with my NS post. So, wait for it ba...LOL

I'm back~~~

2010-04-08T12:35:00.002+08:00

So, what am I doing here? I think you'll be shocked when reading this post. Or, you'll be wondering, "I thought Tiffany went to jail?? When she came back from jail? Can she blog in the jail?" Many many questions are surrounding in your brain. Thus, I am here to announce, " I am back here for 4 days 3 nights!!!!!!!!! " Haha... Actually, I cannot back to here since no holidays for jail participants. But, for those who are going to interview another story lo. And, I'm back here for JPA interview which I'll attend it in friday. XD

I was back here since yesterday night and I was so happy that I reached my sweet home. In jail, I really went through a lot of emotions. Miss home... Miss family... Miss dad's cooking... Miss mum's nagging... Miss friends... Miss school life... I miss everything!!!!!!!!! I even cried on last wednesday. Many reasons for I cried on that day but the conclusion is I really miss my home. Last time, I always want to leave home to have my own independent life but now I change my mind. I want to stay at my home. Many things popped out to my mind. And, I grew up a bit according to my dad. Dad said, " I can see you really suffer a lot in the camp and I feel you had grown up a lot although you looked skinny and dark now." So touched when dad said this to me.

So, cousin brother took me home from the camp yesterday. And, a small funny scenario happened at that time. At 5pm, brother had reached the camp since I can only go home after 5pm. Quite punctual, right? ^^ And 430pm-530pm is the Muslims solat time. So, non-Muslims are free during this hour. I waited brother in the hall with my friends. So, many registration procedures had to do to make me out of the camp. The officer on duty was curious why I doesn't look alike with brother. I understood why the officer asked so because I lied to the officer that brother is my own brother. I didn't told the officer he is my cousin brother. Haha... So, I answered the officer that I look alike with my mum and brother look alike to dad. Haha... Reasonable??

Then, my friends asked me to introduce brother to them and I did so. That time, I was blur why they would asked so. Thus, I asked one of my friend, Lee, about the reason. You know what she answered? She said, " Because your brother very lengzai leh!!! " OMG!!! That time I really received a bomb from her. But, I can understand their feelings. We are facing many botaks in camp and suddenly a guy with many hairs popped out. So, everyone was crazy with brother. Some of my friends even asked phone number from him. Haha...

I left my camp on 530pm and my friends hugged me a lot. I wondered why they hugged me. I still will go back again. Blur blur~~~ This morning, I received Stella's sms and she told me Siew Lee was sick. Poor girl~~~ She almost fainted during marching under the hot sun yesterday. Luckily, I saw her pale face and quickly moved her to aside. Otherwise, she really faint. And, Stella also told me that everyone was lonely and bored since I was not around. I was wondering does myself so powerful until my friends feel bored when I was not around? @.@

Oh ya... I wrote diary almost everyday in the camp. So, I'll post them if I have sufficient time. And, I'll tell you guys about my camp, my jail (NS) life and my friends. So, see you guys next time~~~ Tata~~~ Take care~~~

1 day~~~

2010-03-26T10:48:00.002+08:00

Countdown to 1 day~~~

Yesterday was my last day in TXM Sercives Sdn Bhd. Although I on leave half day, they still gave me a small farewell part unexpectedly. Haha... Not bad la... We ate Chocolate Moist Cake which Joyce bought from Secret Recipe. Siok~~~ Too bad for you. You can't taste it but I still have some in my house. So, you can come to my house if you want to eat. XP

Anyway, I very appreciate what you guys taught me although I'm just a freshmen in this society. I still remember the first day I was in this office and that day was my first time I wore skirt (school uniform is not counted). I think everyone didn't saw I wear skirt before, right? Haha... After that, my cousin sister who worked in this company also, she said staffs are not required to wear so formal unless big customer is coming. Lol... I have 3 posts in this company. Quite many, right? I'm the assistant of the financial controller, assistant of the engineer and secretary of the boss. So, many jobs are waiting me to do everyday and I have to claim overtime job from the company. Haha... Now, I'll like those artist who got their prizes. Erm... I want to thank to my GM---Mr Goh, Head of Operation---Richard, Financial Controller---Jess Ng, Accountant---Joyce, Chemist---Cornie & Jess Ho, General Clerk---Yus, Zura & Rony, Mechanical Engineer---Kelvin, Hizryn & Chin and the boss---Alex. Thanks for you guys teaching me so much things when facing the customers, present a presentation to a customer and etc. ^^

Back to the topic of NS, today is my last day stay in my KK home. Soon, I'll going to leave my sweet home, family, my cozy bed, my dears, buddies and friends. Suddenly, I felt time flies really very fast. I'll going to experience a new life in Lumut, Perak. I just wonder why no one from Kwang Hua same camp with me. Haha.. Nevermind, I'll make new friends at there. XD Oh ya... Il'll post my bring list again to let you guys confirm again.

sunblock lotion (MUST BRING!!!!)
long pants X3
shampoo
soap
Dettol (my mum ask me to bring)
100 plus X2
mineral water X2
hangers and pegs
bucket X2
soap powder
plaster
minyak angin
sanitary pad
ointment ( 铁打酒 )
small lock X2 ( to lock luggage and small cupboard)
slipper ( bring the cheap one... because RB's and Gulu's slipper stolen by someone... you can get RM1.99 slipper in Giant)
facing cleanser
makeup remover
biscuit
maggi mee
brush ( to brush clothes)
toothbrush
toothpaste
clothes X7
lip gloss
nail clipper
towel (thin one is enough) (for emergency)
powder
sarung
pyjamas
socks
safety pin
RM200
conditioner
comb

(This bring list is more suitable to girls since I'm a girl. But, boys can cut short the bring list la. XP)

Erm...I don't have any speech to type. So, just all for today. You guys can sms me if got any question. And, my blog will be dead for 1 month ++. So, no blog will be post but I'll post my daily activity in NS after I come back. So, bye bye~~~ I'll miss you guys~~~

2 days~~~

2010-03-25T16:48:00.003+08:00

Countdown to 2 days~~~

Today, I had a small farewell with Caleb, Wei Le and Xin Hui. We went to Betty's Kitchen to have a lunch and Gelateria to have ice-cream as dessert. Erm... I'll upload the photos when I got the photos.

Back to the topic of NS, I advice everyone to use marker pen to draw a trademark on the things you are going to bring. There are a few reasons to do so but I'll just say out two reasons. Firstly, you won't mess up with other people because not only you have the same colour of bucket or anything. May be your bucket is red in colour but can you confirm that no one's bucket also red in colour? Secondly, every camp has thieves. If that thief need a bucket but he/she don't want to waste money to buy a bucket in the small Koperasi which is in the camp, so he/she will find ways to steal your bucket (if you are the unlucky one). So, if he/she stole your bucket, you still can find it back because the bucket has the trademark of yours. Do my reasons reasonable? Haha...

I think everyone who are going to the second batch have received the letter. There are many forms and an useless instruction book in the envelope. Now, I'll tell you guys which form to fill in.

Bus ticket (red colour)
Borang kebenaran ibu bapa/ penjaga ( JLKN: K/04/Pin 1/08)
Latihan Pengendalian Senjata Colt M16 (Lapmiran I)
Borang Pendaftaran Peserta ( Lampiran G)
Borang Perakuan Kesihatan Kemasukan ke PLKN ( JLKN/:01/Pin 4/09)

You are not required to fill in other forms unless you need to postpone your service. However, please bring along the other forms in case you are needed to fill in. Oh ya... I forgot to tell you guys to bring socks also. Although the camp will provide us 4 pairs of socks, but bring 2-3 pairs of socks for emergency. Haha... And, try to bring those cheap cheap or old model handphone. Don't bring MP3 to camp to avoid got stolen. If you want to bring your own pillow or bolster to the camp, you are allowed to do so. As long as the pillow and bolster can fit in the luggage. For body checkup, the commanders will bring us go to the government clinic to do. So, you don't have to waste money to do body checkup in those clinic. Erm... I think that's all for today. Thank you for lending me your eyes.

礼物

2010-03-25T16:13:00.002+08:00

歌曲：礼物
演唱：刘力扬

终于可以在今天划上句点
一整夜翻阅过去画面
快想不起我们为何会诀别
只看到那双你送的鞋

走一步又一步
我才发现绕了个圈
走了好几年
又回到原点

你送的礼物会不会太特别
毫不避讳那不安的传言
但渐行渐远习惯到没感觉
难道你早想要我走远

你送的礼物在此刻好体贴
陪我回忆把过往走一遍
穿了这些年难免会有污点
就像每段爱总会有终点

世上最残酷的恐怕是时间
困住人一切却还向前
干涸的眼再挤不出一点咸
爱到如此可悲的境界

走一步又一步
却跟不上你的脚步
你满意了
为什么我却只想要哭

你送的礼物会不会太特别
毫不避讳那不安的传言
但渐行渐远习惯到没感觉
难道你早想要我走远

你送的礼物在此刻好体贴
陪我回忆把过往走一遍
穿了这些年难免会有污点
就像每段爱总会有终点

你说做自己吧
我们都做回自己
不要再为爱受委屈

你送的礼物原来是一场劫
终于分别夙命一样准确
可笑到想要你赔给我时间
爱情有时廉价得可怜

光著脚我一路奔跑
鲜血泪水一路狂飙
收起我的骄傲
承认曾经备受煎熬
鞋上那记号
只有你能明了
过了这一夜
我就全忘掉

3 days~~~

2010-03-24T16:13:00.003+08:00

Countdown to 3 days~~~

I wonder why my relatives telephoned me so often these days. They always ask me the same question, " Ah girl, have you prepared your luggage?" " Do you bring this? " "Do you bring that?" OMG!!! They seems like more worry than me. I haven't gan jiong but they started to gan jiong. I received my letter this afternoon. Many forms need to fill in and a instruction book which is useless. So, I have to start preparing my luggage tonight. Otherwise, I will get nagging by mum. Oh ya... I really have made a mistake. We are waking up at 6am every morning, not 5am. According to Gulu, Muslims have to wake up at 6am. Chinese and Indians can hanging around till 630am only wake up. And, one more thing. Many of my friends who went to NS before they said eat pork for dinner before you are going to NS that night. And, bring fu (符) along also. Because we can't predict things happen. So, bring better than nothing. Please bring pens also in case need to use. Erm... I think I don't have things to say. That's all for today.

bluesummer_tiffu

Super duper short update

伤心？绝望？

Holiday~~~

生活上的点点滴滴 part 1

伤心、失望

清明 · 无奈 · 彷徨 · 无助

A short little update

Updated!!!

Kiss the Rain - Yiruma

Christmas~~~

End year term holiday~~~

Sick~~~

I hate this life!!!

Unstoppable

Holiday~~~

I hate today!!!

October is going to end!!!

你不知道的事

A short update

High School Klang Koperasi AGM

Monday~~~

The latest of myself

What a bad day...

2 days left~~~

~~Busy~~

A short update

Starting a new life~~~

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27.3.2010

I was back again!!!!

I'm back~~~

1 day~~~

2 days~~~

礼物

3 days~~~

Busy